Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Things about me

Again my friend at let me steal it. xoxo

1. If you could star in any movie genre..what would it be..romance..horror..comedy..suspense or action?
I would love to be in a comedy or suspense movie. Those are my two favorite kinds of movies: Comedy because of the laughter
Suspense because of mind gets going and of course the ultimate twist at the end.

2. Do you recycle?
I do not.

3. Have you ever been to a strip club?
I have been to a few strip clubs. My favorite experience in one was with my girl 'L'. She knew how to have a good time and between the two of us we could drink some alcohol at that time. There were nights we could put back $150 on the bar tab.
One night we decided to get lap dances together and we were sitting next to each other on a couch and my girl had never given a girl a lap dance before and might I say damn. I am not sure which one of us had the most fun but she got me going. L was next to me and watched us the whole time because she was

4. Do you have a nickname?
Jess, Jesse and Chica

5. What's a name you can't stand to be called?

6. What are your Summer staples?
A light breeze, BBQ and friends

7. What was the last thing you bought for yourself?
Candles and movies

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Short update

I am finally feeling better, got the meds I needed yesterday and I have felt like a new woman!!!!

I want to let you guys know I have been reading your blogs pretty faithfully lately but I have not been responding. It is to hard to respond on my BB. Sometimes I have tried and no success because it won't bring up the link to Post a comment.
I have been lucky enough to be online for a short time this morning. I have had a few things to catch up on things here as well.

Medically I have some things going on I am doing some tests for....I also have a new thing that I am avoiding with my doctor...NO new diagnosis for me until I am ready.

I will touch base in a few days as I hope to be able to log on again soon. Must get my email cleaned out if I can still stay on.

Hugs to everyone

Sunday, April 18, 2010


It has been a long week. The pollen count has been unbelievably high!
My allergies have taken over my life. I don't think there is enough benedryl to fix this. I have managed to stay out of the emergency room and doctors office. I will admit I am going to one of them tomorrow. I need stronger meds and more intervention.
Let the runny nose and itchy eyes stop and let the breathing begin.
Good luck to all who suffer allergies like me.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

2009 Survey Part 2

2009: Wrap Up.

Q: Was 2009 a good year
A: It was another life altering year. It was full of bad news. It can only get better, right???

Q: Did 2009 bring any new insights?:
A: Yes, it brought about some strengths and weakness I have.

Q: Do you think 2010 will top 2009?:
A: I can only hope 2010 will be better. I have something on the horizon that will make it better but you know how the stars and moon have to

I confess that in 2009 I...
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone.
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
(x) had/have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) kissed under mistletoe
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch or Aeropostale
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
( ) lied about how old you were
( ) prank called someone
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
( ) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up on something/someone important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

Saturday, April 10, 2010

2009 Survey Part 1

You're suppose to answer the questions in regards to things in 2009. I wonder if I can actually remember some things...

This was a long post so I split it up into two posts, so the second will come within a day or so of this posting.

Again my friend is the inspiration for this post.

2009:In the beginning

Q: Where did you go on New Years?
A: I was home. It is my movie marathon weekend.

Q: Who were you with?
A: Roommate

Q: Did you make any resolutions?:
A: No, I didn't want to start anything I would not finish.

2009: Friends and Enemies

Q: Did you meet anyone special?
A: I met a few.

Q: Did you meet any new friends this year?:
A: There were a couple.

Q: Did you dislike anyone?:
A: Oh yes.

Q: Did you make any new enemies?:
A: I made an enemy or two. Some people can't handle the truth.

Q: Did you resolve any fights?
A: Not necessarily resolve a fight but reunited with a few people.

Q: Who was your closest friends throughout the year?:
A: My BFF, LC, and Alex.

Q: Who did you grow apart from?:
A: No one I can mention here, but I wish they understood.

Q: Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
A: Yes, I put a lot of pressure on them or should I say I have held them higher than they should have been.

2009: Your BIRTHDAY!

Q: Did you have a cake?
A: I didn't, that is not unusual.

Q: What did you do for your birthday?
A: I am sure I took the day off. I think roommate took me to dinner.

Q: Did you have a party?
A: No

Q: Did you get any presents?
A: I always get me a present!!!! A tattoo.

Q: If so what was the best thing you got?:
A: The sad part is I don't remember. I do remember getting some horrible, awful, bad news two before that I will never forget.

2009: All about YOU

Q: Did you change at all this year?:
A: Oh yes I did. I am not sure I like the changes but they happened.

Q: Did you dye your hair?:
A: No way

Q: Did you get your hair cut?:
A: Oh yes, I cut it super short and I love it. I was also surprised how many good compliments I received about it.

Q: Did you change your style?:
A: If you are referring to fashion, no I didn't.

Q: Were you in school?:
A: No, I wish I could find the money and motivation though.

Q: Did you have a job?:
A: I have a job that for the most part I like.

Q: Did you drive?:
A: Absolutely.

Q: Did anyone close to you give birth?:
A: Interesting question, both of my daughters gave birth in 2009. Both were boys.

Q: Did you move at all?:
A: No, but thought about it. I despise the commute.

Q: Did you go on any vacations?:
A: Oh I went a few little mini (weekend) vacations.
One was Arkansas, Oklahoma, Tennessee, St. Louis

Q: Did you leave the country at all?:
A: No, I am uncomfortable with that at this time. I do want to go to Germany.

Q: Would you change anything about yourself now?:
A: I would, I can and I will.

Friday, April 9, 2010

TGIF and I have been smiling

I have been doing my best to keep my head up. I have had a distraction for the past few days. All I can say is it makes me smile.
Since my revelation last week I have noticed a slight outlook change. I do have some other things on the horizon that I can't elaborate on just yet. I am anxiously awaiting some follow-up lab results.
Well it is late and my meds didn't kick in to knock me out. Time to find that one boring show to facilitate my need for some quality sleep.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

ABC'S of me

Found this on my friends blog...


B. BED SIZE: Finally I have my dream KING

C. CHORE YOU HATE: Dishes are revolting. Give me paper plates!!!

D. DOG'S NAME: Allergic to cats and dogs


F. FAVORITE COLOR: Red and black.

G. GOLD OR SILVER: Yellow Gold.

H. HEIGHT: 5'9"

I. INSTRUMENTS YOU PLAY: Absolutely none lol. I would love to play piano. I have been told I have the fingers for it.

J. JOB: I am a NANA, mom, and office assistant.

K. KIDS: Two girls

L. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS: An LARGE older 3 bedroom, 2 bath, 2 living areas, deck and 2 1/2 car garage


N. NICKNAME: Lady J, J dog, and naughty girl (snickering...those were the days).

O. OVERNIGHT HOSPITAL STAY: I have to put a ball park figure, it would be at least 40 times

P. PET PEEVE: Water on the floor, I walk around in my socks.

Q. QUOTE FROM A MOVIE: "Don't trust the one who saves you!" SAW VI.


S. SIBLINGS: I have a younger brother.

T. TIME YOU WAKE UP: Around 4am.

U. UNDERWEAR: What are those???


W. WAYS/REASONS YOU ARE LATE: Not estimating my time right.

X. XRAYS YOU'VE HAD: Teeth, wrists, chest, ankles, back, legs, and feet.

Y. YUMMY FOOD YOU MAKE: Lasagna and baked beans.

Z. ZOO ANIMALS YOU LIKE: Oh wow......I have to think of the last time I went to a zoo!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Still amazing....

I am still feeling pretty darn good today.
Again I came home yesterday and just felt alive and rejuvenated. It is amazing to feel like this again.
I am worried about how I will feel when the roommate arrives back home today. But for now I am enjoying myself.
I took the day off a while ago when he planned his trip. I did it just to have a quiet day not realizing that I would not have had to take the day to have a great couple days. My BFF was suppose to be here too but that didn't work out.

Well I am off to curl up in bed and watch a movie and hopefully, accidentally take a nap.

I will have something to share don't go away yet.
p.s. and more posts coming too

Get to know me...

Another from my friend over at

Q: Who were you dating last December.
A: No one

Q: Does anyone NOT like you at the moment?
A: There is no doubt in my mind someone doesn't like me!

Q: Last person to call you beautiful?
A: I actually don't remember....aside from my kids.

Q: Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
A: Oh yes, it stinks so bad.

Q: Do you think age matters in relationships?
A: No age doesn't matter. If you two are adult enough about your relationship and communicate it wouldn't matter.

Q: Are promises important to you?
A: Yes, words that are spoken with any amount of commitment should be valued.

Q: Do you have a reason to smile right now?
A: Yes, I do. I got some tests results that were in my favor (for a change).

Q: What's something you really regret saying to someone?
A: Yes, I will marry you.

Q: Has anyone put their arms around you today?
A: NO, not in a long while (it's SAD)!

Q: Have you ever kissed someone with a lip or tongue ring?
A: Oh yes, a few with tongue rings.

Q: If the person you have feelings for started smoking, what would you do?
A: Oh, that would be a problem. They should be old enough to not start some nasty habit like that at their age.

Q: Can you last in a relationship for 6 months?
A: Oh yes, I can.

Q: Has anything upset you in the last week?
A: Yep, I had to tell someone something I hadn't told anybody outside of family and 2 close friends. It almost made me physically ill.

Q: Who was the last person you text before bed last night?
A: I will say SA (initials)

Q: Would you be more likely to fail Science or Math?
A: Science all the way.

Q: Are you one of those people who constantly check the time?
A: Nope.

Q: Is it ever too late to apologize?

Q: Can you forgive and forget?
A: I forgive but I NEVER forget.

Q: Has anyone said you have changed lately?
A: Oh absolutely. Not for the better, yet!

Q: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
A: Unfortunately I do!

Q: Do you ever think of certain people and wonder what the hell happened?
A: Oh no doubt and myself being one of them currently.

Q: Are you a mean person?
A: I am not but I am becoming that way or maybe bitter is a better word.

Q: If you could, what’s one thing that you’d take back from your past?
A: Damn, do I have to choose just one???? I mean I actually have two things. I will say only say one though and that is getting married.

Q: Have you ever kissed someone that had a tattoo?
A: Oh yes and looking forward to doing again!!!! *Wink*