Sunday, June 20, 2010

Everything happens for a reason, right???

I have had some more trauma in my life in the past month which is why I haven't blogged much here.
Sometimes I want to truly believe that everything happens for a reason, but when it is a constant road block over and over again I begin to question these things. Have I not learned enough from all these events and when will this end.
I have been in the hospital with life-threatening blood clots....it was caught early but still required about a week in the hospital. I had a big life-altering announcement I was going to make but this event made the announcement no longer possible until maybe next year....very heartbreaking for me. I am really surprised that I have any tears left in my tear ducts.
Been trying to put on a happy smile and push myself forward, it has been hard. I have missed a lot not being here.
So as I pick myself back up I will be getting back into the groove of reading, writing, and commenting.
Hope someone is still out here wanting to read my story......