I have had my highest high and my lowest low today all within 4 hours of each other.
My Heart is broken....He, the one who has been in my life for over 7 years......says "I am sorry....You were the best"!!!! All I could feel were daggers hitting every possible part of my body.
(I had to tell him something, that I knew would change everything. It changed my life and it would change us.)
Mentally, I expected this the other day. But I tell you what, my heart was not prepared for this and is crushed. This was really going to be the end, WTF not yet. I never thought this was going to HURT this bad.
The last words were said by him..."We have a memory..most spend a lifetime fantasizing..we lived it."
Damn I am going to miss him like no other!!!!!! As I sit here crying, I appreciate him being honest with me.
On to the BEST news.
The legal matter I have been pretty vague about finally came to an end today. Pleading guilty were the words I have been waiting to hear. The bastard is going to jail for crimes he committed against my family. I wish the sentence was more but some justice will be served. Rot in hell!!!!
I need to take some time to bury my face in a pillow and scream.......I will update you with more things that are going on when I can keep my composure.
So it's almost Halloween again!
8 years ago
5 comments:
Go ahead and scream--we won't mind. All I can say is bless your heart. ((hugs))
Scream as much as you need, as loud as you like and as often as oyu want. I will be here. It hurts like hell. Mill of hugs, thinking of you.
Passing by to show some love, Thinking of you. Safe hugs
Damn, that hurts! So sorry to read about the pain you are experiencing right now.
Passing by, leaving love and safe hugs. Thinking of you.
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