I have had my highest high and my lowest low today all within 4 hours of each other.
My Heart is broken....He, the one who has been in my life for over 7 years......says "I am sorry....You were the best"!!!! All I could feel were daggers hitting every possible part of my body.
(I had to tell him something, that I knew would change everything. It changed my life and it would change us.)
Mentally, I expected this the other day. But I tell you what, my heart was not prepared for this and is crushed. This was really going to be the end, WTF not yet. I never thought this was going to HURT this bad.
The last words were said by him..."We have a memory..most spend a lifetime fantasizing..we lived it."
Damn I am going to miss him like no other!!!!!! As I sit here crying, I appreciate him being honest with me.
On to the BEST news.
The legal matter I have been pretty vague about finally came to an end today. Pleading guilty were the words I have been waiting to hear. The bastard is going to jail for crimes he committed against my family. I wish the sentence was more but some justice will be served. Rot in hell!!!!
I need to take some time to bury my face in a pillow and scream.......I will update you with more things that are going on when I can keep my composure.
So it's almost Halloween again!
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