Sunday, June 20, 2010

Everything happens for a reason, right???

I have had some more trauma in my life in the past month which is why I haven't blogged much here.
Sometimes I want to truly believe that everything happens for a reason, but when it is a constant road block over and over again I begin to question these things. Have I not learned enough from all these events and when will this end.
I have been in the hospital with life-threatening blood was caught early but still required about a week in the hospital. I had a big life-altering announcement I was going to make but this event made the announcement no longer possible until maybe next year....very heartbreaking for me. I am really surprised that I have any tears left in my tear ducts.
Been trying to put on a happy smile and push myself forward, it has been hard. I have missed a lot not being here.
So as I pick myself back up I will be getting back into the groove of reading, writing, and commenting.
Hope someone is still out here wanting to read my story......


Lisa in NJ said...

There are still people out here waiting to hear your story...I check often to see how you are...

Beverly @ The Buzz said...

At times like these, I try to stop and ask "what am I supposed to be learning here". I feel like I'm missing something that I could really benefit from. Hugs to you and hope that things are looking better soon. You deserve it!

vixen kitten said...

Sending you *hugs* and good thoughts.