I finally found help, maybe you can too.

Today has been enlightening. I finally found something that I have needed for the past couple of years.
www.straightwives.com

This site is about straight women who think or know that they are married to a Gay Man. This is not an easy situation to deal with and it can turn your world upside down.

Bonnie Kaye has support groups, radio blog, and written books on this topic. I have not had the pleasure to read one of her books but I will have one on the way in a day or so.

So readers if you know someone or think you know someone please pass this information on. Or even email me.

Thank you

It's been awhile, I know

I last posted about some life-threatening events. They really hurt my heart for a while. Been trying to map out my future with all the delays.
Working on being more positive. As always, work presents its little obstacles. Some days I feel super confident about my job and then other times I worry that this economy will have me jobless. This would be a problem with all the plans I am making.
My youngest grandson has turned a year old. He is the cutest thing. I can't believe it has been a year. But I love to see those little ones grow and learn.

I really want this blog to become more positive. With that said I have not posted much because I want to turn this around. I know that this is what makes me stronger but I am trying to get myself back to the positive, out-going person I used to be.

Until next time...I will be catching up as time allows.
Have a great day....crap I better get some more sleep work beacons rather early.

Choc Drop

Everything happens for a reason, right???

I have had some more trauma in my life in the past month which is why I haven't blogged much here.
Sometimes I want to truly believe that everything happens for a reason, but when it is a constant road block over and over again I begin to question these things. Have I not learned enough from all these events and when will this end.
I have been in the hospital with life-threatening blood clots....it was caught early but still required about a week in the hospital. I had a big life-altering announcement I was going to make but this event made the announcement no longer possible until maybe next year....very heartbreaking for me. I am really surprised that I have any tears left in my tear ducts.
Been trying to put on a happy smile and push myself forward, it has been hard. I have missed a lot not being here.
So as I pick myself back up I will be getting back into the groove of reading, writing, and commenting.
Hope someone is still out here wanting to read my story......